Bummer

I have spent nearly every waking moment of the past 3 weeks with SF, trying to cram in as many hours of hang time with him before he left for Europe... which he did today. And I'm trying not to be all Debbie Downer about it because we both knew it was coming but I didn't expect to enjoy his company all that much either and it turns out I really do. In addition to having mind-blowing sex. I don't exaggerate.

I just feel so strange, so hopeful and excited in a romantic way but so single at the same time.

He drove 50 minutes to see me on Friday night and we stayed awake all night and I helped him get ready for his trip the next day by helping him shop for gear at MEC downtown. I had a blast every second. I am pretty sure he is thinking along the same lines. Before he left we talked and agreed to not be anything right now so that neither of us feels trapped or anything while apart, but we are definitely hanging out when he gets back (before I leave... we won't even have 2 weeks to do so, heh).

:) I already can't wait for that moment... how sappy am I right now? I hate that I am bummed out about his leaving.